||[Jul. 26th, 2008|06:37 am]
Was awake for far too long, and now I cannot sleep. I blame all the bisquits! I shouldn´t have eaten them. I mean the first two were OK, but every single bisquit after that ...|
There were many things I could´ve done better. On the other hand, the event started an hour earlier than announced at first (in GMT) and that confused me. The main thing was not remembered as often as he should´ve, and I partly blame me for it. I ought to have planned in advance, so that a minor inconvenience wouldn´t have lead me astray. But all I knew was that my task was to welcome people. And I´m not that used to JavaChat!
I have to admit, that at first I was very bored. And I bet any random member visiting the chat must´ve felt just the same. I did what I could which, I´m afraid, was not much. I don´t know who belongs to the licking inner circkle and - to be honest - am not interested about it either. I´m no fucking American teenage girl, and thanks Merlin for that!
I cannot help feeling a bit sad about some members that signed to the chat but never said a word. If everyone else knows each other and doesn´t seem to need or even want you there it´s easiest to hit the road and never come back :/
When I forgot my duties it was funny anyway, and I think the duties were taken care of more easily after that, too =D Too bad that next time I might not be able to be around :(